Sunday, July 7, 2013
We visited the cemetery today to put flowers on Aubrey's grave. I watched my boys play in the cemetery. They know the rules now. Don't touch the other flowers or step on any headstones. And they even ask to visit the other babies. I find it both sweet and strange that they are so comfortable there.
I told my sweet girl that I am sure 5 years in heaven has been amazing and to wait for me. I cried today even though I didn't want to and before I left the only words I could manage were "I'm sorry."
I miss my sweet brave tiny girl. I miss her everyday.
Monday, July 1, 2013
I miss you sweet girl more than words can say. You took a piece of my heart with you and I have not been the same since. Tears and pretty flowers were all I could muster today. My heart longs for you and counts down the days until we meet again. It is my privilege to be forever changed by loving you.