Monday, July 1, 2013

5 Years Without Ellie

Five years ago today I held my sweet Ellie in my arms until her heart stopped beating and she left this world for heaven. I remember feeling the air get sucked out of the room and we just knew she was gone. I didn't want to stop holding her but after a little while we had to give her over. My only requests were to please keep her warm and to gently remove the tape that once held her tubes. She was gone but I still worried for her. I still wanted to protect her. I still wanted to be a good mother to her.

I miss you sweet girl more than words can say. You took a piece of my heart with you and I have not been the same since. Tears and pretty flowers were all I could muster today. My heart longs for you and counts down the days until we meet again. It is my privilege to be forever changed by loving you.








1 comment:

  1. Peace and prayers to you. I am sorry for your loss.

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